The Sharpest Lives

Cara (care-ruh or care-rah)
-talkative homosapien.
-22 Jan 1993
loves
-The Lord
-her family
-her besties
-eating junk food
-attention from loved ones
-hugs
-singing, dancing and acting
-evanescence
-my chemical romance
-fall out boy
-bullet for my valentine
-funeral for a friend
-the red jumpsuit apparatus

i'm the black sheep in a herd, the girl that sits in the corner and promises she's okay, the girl that looks people in the eye until they turn away. I'm the girl who has the mood swings with an out-of-control radius. I'm the girl you hesitate to say hi to. i'm the girl you don't bother looking at in a group photo. I'm Cara.

Clones and other stuff

my guardian angel
chinese words cause trouble
yay for no more noise pollution
how to be *travis

The Black Parade

abbie
angeline
anna belle
bren
cassie
charmaine
charms
charlotte
charissa
charleen
clare
daphne
dominique
dorcas
elan
eleanor
esther
gail
hae Jun
hx
isabel
josephine
Jesse
kathleen
kenchin
leeks
liselle
liling
maxine
megan
michaela
michelle
nerine
nicole lim
nicole hiorns
pam
pearlyn
rachel choe
rachel goh
rachel ng
sas cheong
shanice
shiqi
shriveena
suling
suzy
yann ting
yvette
zane


Famous Last Words

I Don't Love You

skin by me, brushes by scully7491. Skin inspired by This Is How I Disappear by My Chemical Romance.
Monday, March 19, 2007

i love bullet for my valentine!
zomgxzxz.
they are the awesomest! their music is SO metal. it's the BEST.
all their songs are nice. i just want to SCREAM along with all their songs. gotta love all that screaming. and the guitar is WHOA.
okay anway.
today i was feeling quite crappy after school cos of you. but it's okay, you poor little SAD asshole, i'm ready to give up on you.
yes, you make me cry.
yes, you make me depressed and nutty.
yes, you watch me cry and feel a sense of victory.
but i forgive you.

i'm feeling angry because of listening to so much bullet for my valentine, and even though i may sound strong now, i'm probably gonna start crying again later on.

but LA-DEE-FREAKING-DAH you can take your STUPIDITY and SHOVE IT UP YOUR STINKY ASS.

i feel this need to listen to emocore/heavymetal music nowadays. whenever i'm sad, i listen to bullet for my valentine and i'm better.

i'm hoping this phase will pass soon, cos i still want to be able the listen to christian music and feel peaceful. i like feeling peaceful.

well today i was quite hyper and unusually happy, until YOU came along.
nvm, i'm not going to continue and make myself sad. i want to keep this angry mood.

there's a pulse and its deafening
I cant help what i hear in my head,
Its the switch that i flip they said,
Hand of Blood
I dont wanna feel like my heart is breaking,
Hand of Blood
I dont wanna see that life is burning