my birthday was okay..
i got my piercing. haha. i was going to get it on my upper ear but i chickened out last minute and pierced my left lobe instead. so yeah. maybe next year i'll pierce the upper ear.
i didn't get many presents.. so many people said 'your present will be late k? sorry sorry'. and i know they're not going to get a present for me anyway. but it's okay. i was sorta expecting it.
i went for drama today.. it was quite cool. i acted as a pessimistic/angry person on stage and i really went all out and vented all my anger, so much so that some people were asking if i really was angry with them. I was feeling so much anger and hatred today. My eyes have also been really really puffy these few days. sigh. i can't stop it from getting puffy. i'm just really messed up right now.

things always happen on days that are meant to be happy. last xmas, i lost someone very dear to me. and then on my birthday too. i think people are just aiming for those happy days to destroy me. i think it's sadistic. i hope you trip and fall and bleed and drown in your pool of crimson blood.

yeah well. happy birthday to me. sigh.