i changed my blogskin. i made it in a hurry. it's quite plain, but i'm tired of spending so much time on making blogskins and they don't even turn out nice. -_- from now on blogskins.com shall be my source of blogskins.

anyway i found another resolution to add to my new year's resolutions list: don't trust anyone.

i'm not going to be fooled by you anymore. you've lied over and over and i'm not going to trust you anymore. i'm not going to trust anyone anymore. it's just so difficult. i mean, i trust my close friends la. but i'm not gonna trust anyone else. they're evil.

i've been so confused lately. i don't like the feeling at all. it's like feeling so helpless, feeling like a corpse with 7 vultures nearby or something. it just feels so pathetic. people always give me credit for being blur. but the one tihng they don't give credit for is thinking. i think a lot. sometimes more then i want to but when the thoughts come, i can't push it away.

i feel so helpless.