i'm too lazy to update on the trip. it was pretty okay.
merry christmas everyone. sigh i'm depressed again.i hate it when it's that time of the month and i always get depressed.

anyway. i need to vent.

why are you always so mean to me? it's these things that hurt the most. you're such a liar. every single thing you send to me is a lie. wtf is wrong with you? i trusted you. i'm not some ragdoll you can string along anywhere. i have FEELINGS, in case you haven't effing realised. damn you hypocrite. if you like her then make it more obvious so i can stop wasting my time on you, EFFING ASSHOLE.

phew that felt good. okay. anyway i've been going to the gym these past few days. went to the gym was suzy today. it was fun! :D but i found out that susannah's going overseas for her college studies.college is two years then she'll be going to uni. that'll be like what, 6 years? ): i'll miss you dear suzy! who am i going to 'play' with every holiday? who am i going to eat a huge bag of chips and watch trashy movies with? gahh. we gotta go out more often next year k? its your last year!<333