The Sharpest Lives

Cara (care-ruh or care-rah)
-talkative homosapien.
-22 Jan 1993
loves
-The Lord
-her family
-her besties
-eating junk food
-attention from loved ones
-hugs
-singing, dancing and acting
-evanescence
-my chemical romance
-fall out boy
-bullet for my valentine
-funeral for a friend
-the red jumpsuit apparatus

i'm the black sheep in a herd, the girl that sits in the corner and promises she's okay, the girl that looks people in the eye until they turn away. I'm the girl who has the mood swings with an out-of-control radius. I'm the girl you hesitate to say hi to. i'm the girl you don't bother looking at in a group photo. I'm Cara.

Clones and other stuff

my guardian angel
chinese words cause trouble
yay for no more noise pollution
how to be *travis

The Black Parade

abbie
angeline
anna belle
bren
cassie
charmaine
charms
charlotte
charissa
charleen
clare
daphne
dominique
dorcas
elan
eleanor
esther
gail
hae Jun
hx
isabel
josephine
Jesse
kathleen
kenchin
leeks
liselle
liling
maxine
megan
michaela
michelle
nerine
nicole lim
nicole hiorns
pam
pearlyn
rachel choe
rachel goh
rachel ng
sas cheong
shanice
shiqi
shriveena
suling
suzy
yann ting
yvette
zane


Famous Last Words

I Don't Love You

skin by me, brushes by scully7491. Skin inspired by This Is How I Disappear by My Chemical Romance.
Saturday, December 30, 2006

Another day
All alone again
Someone please love me
Another game
Another broken heart
Why do I do this to myself?
I can look and try to find someone
Won't leave me lonely


Then I found
Didn't need to search
'Cause You were the one and I can't resist


Bridge 1:
You opened my heart and You have won it
You're taking me over and I like that
That kind of love but I couldn't feel it
I'm so glad You found me because


Chorus:
I need You so close to me
because You're the only One who makes my life complete
Oh Lord I know it took so long to see
That You are my security
You won't go away from me
And now I
Know that I will never have to run away
'Cause my heart feels so very free
You're my security


There's no denying


Another day
Here I go again
Drive myself insane
Stop to think, how could I forget
You're with me every single day


And now I look and I see the One
The only One for me
'Cause I don't need to search for
When I try to be more
I found a love that's so secure


You fell for my heart and You have one thing
You're taking me over and I like that
Had that kind of love but couldn't feel it
I'm so glad you found me because
Other relationship's confusing
The thought of a simple love is crazy
You make me feel like no one has before


Rap:
It's like another dead end, another lost friend
You search for something you just can't mend
With another brother calling you love over supper
Spend a day, take a break,
Calling your hand, slips like sand
Stand up another man, all alone again
But with His love I can see, your heart set free
From yesterday's scars to pure security


this song reall describes my mood. btw, it's a christian song. if you don't believe me go and read it again. Surprisingly, i don't really feel heartbroken. HALLELUJAH. i love you JESUS. He's my saviour and my everything. AMEN TO THAT MANN.

anyway today i went rollerblading with liling. haha it was kinda stressful teaching her at first but it was okay in the end. (:

then it started raining and we realised we had to walk home. so we walked all the way from bishan park to my house. it was raining damn heavily and we were completely soaked from head to toe la.haha.

then we started singing 'mighty to save' damn loudly. so loudly that some people were staring at us but WHO CARES MAN WE'RE SINGING FOR THE LORD.

we were singing so much. then we started singing 'who knew' by pink and before i knew it i was sobbing. i ALWAYS cry when i hear that song. especially now when i'm in such a fragile state.

liling, thanks for allowing me to let out all my troubles and vent to you.

and everyone else, I LOVE YOU ALL. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ALL. WHOOO.

peace momma.